Sharing my thoughts
The (new) man was off to London for a month this morning. The lucky guy gets to travel in style with his CFO and was busy MSNing me throughout 3/4 of his flight in his comfortable biz class seat. I didn’t know that we can do MSN on the plane. I wonder who is paying for the internet access and who will faint when whoever see the bill. Ha Ha Ha ….. Am gonna so miss him.
The night is so warm that I’m melting sitting in my room.
Have not been blogging for some week now yea ….. It’s been a roller-coaster ride for the past few weeks. Work is OK as we are now in our non-peak period and also I have receruited 2 new staff to come in and help, so I have been feeling easy at the job.
Re-connected with some friends too. Met up with some friends whom I have not seen for more than a year one of the weekends @ PS Cafe @ Dempsey Road. When I first got to know them, they are only 20-something doing an internship at the bank. I was their 师姐。We have been keeping in touch over the years and meeting them again after being friends for more than 8 years, we have certainly come a long way and I’m very happy to say that we have all ”grown-up”. All of them are successful at their job, earning comfortably, living a good life, and one of them already planning marriage.
Personal front, I ended a four-years relationship. Things were just not working out for us. Without me knowing, half of my heart closed, the other half opened to a new relationship. I didn’t expect to enter into another relationship so soon after the break-up. 爱情这东西好奇怪。想躲，想逃，也躲不了，也逃不了。Some of you may think that this is ridiculous right, or this is simply not right. How can she enter into another relationship when she just ended one. Don’t she needs time to heal? Can she just forget the pain & hurt she suffered? To tell the truth, yes, I was afraid & cautious on this new guy. I was afraid to get hurt again. I had a long chat with a friend and her advice to me: Don’t be afraid. Embrace the new love. Forget the old. Life is too short to waste. If you really think that this new guy will bring you happiness, and the two of you have mutual feelings for each other, and you think that he is someone who will take care of you, then go for it. Pursue your own happiness. Yes, there is risk that you will end up hurt again. But you never know unless you try. So I went for it and now, I can say I’m falling in love with this guy. I’m happy with him.
These few weeks, I thought I was in a dream and I’m afraid to wake up because if I wake up, the dream will be burst.
Have been having difficulty to fall asleep since Monday. Will tossed and turned till 2/3 am then can sleep and then have to wake up at 6.30 am to get ready for work. Very tired. Thinking that I can catch up on my sleep today (Sat)…. I am so wrong! The band at the school near my block keeps practising since this morning and the neighbour upstairs keep drilling all day ….. arrrrgggghhhh
今天在老板的车里听到这首歌。突然想哭。
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